Well...

[n3misis]

Life has been pretty ****ty to me , and is getting worse now.. I honestly am fed up with my life, I've been hoping and praying that it would get better for years. That we would get enough money for a months worth of food. For all those who say i had SC, That was a friend that bought it for me..Im basically announcing my leave from forums.. I will no longer be here.

As for life I don't know how much longer i want to live this life. I know i have one year left until i'm 18 and i can do whatever, but will it really be better? Will i actually get a scholarship to a nice college/medschool to pursue my dream? Doubtful. My life has been **** for years. And got worse when my dad got hurt at work and only makes 1100 a month off of Social Security. Barely enough for bills let alone food. For all of those who thought i was happy, That is what i want you to believe, when inside im hurting.. Yeah i know some of you will say sob sob sob. But shut the **** up until you go outside in temperatures below zero for 2 months and have to search for food. Then you might know how ****ed up my life is. /rant


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZIummTz9mM

[sirviney]

Just off yourself.

Also, If you are really leaving don't post in this thread again.

[EvenSmarterChild]

Awww VIVIR. If you were having problems, you should have really talked to someone. Keeping it all in doesn't help. That only leads to all of the stress, anger, pain, and hurt inside to just blast out all at once. This is what friends are for, VIVIR, to help you be happy. Yeah yeah, we had our bad times. But hey, I consider you a friend, so I'd love to add you on MSN or something. It's saddening to see you like this, knowing full well that I could have at least listened to you. Even having someone listen to you helps. You'll be missed.


PM me your MSN if you still wanna keep in touch.

[donkster]

hmm well hmm, get it over with?

[Empathys]

...Is this a troll thread? I am inclined to believe so.

[luckywalker07]

This thread has no purpose....


CLOSE

[FiveFingers]

Go get help if thats really whats going on in ur head. This isn't really the place to air that kind of feelings cuz ur gonna get shet replies. I'm inclined to thinking you just want the attention. Don't bother replying to what im posting now, infact - as viney posted if u are really leaving dnt post in this thread again.

[TrippinRat]

Not to chime in sounding like a jerk too... but if money is really that tight, I hope you aren't paying for internet.

And it may seem bad now, but dude... you're only... 17? Been waiting YEARS?? C'mon... You still got on average another 60 years to go...

The best part about rock bottom is there's only up. Think about it and quit kicking yourself while you're down.

[Celtic_Princess]

Everyone hits rough patches in their life, but you learn and you grow from them and you become stronger. Matt honey don't give up just because things are bad right now, it can only get better. Hurting yourself, or ending your life, doesn't solve the problem..and think of how it would make your family and your friends feel. You are loved, and for that you should be grateful, some people don't even get that.

Like Trippin said the only place it can go from here is up...and as for that scholarship, you never know if you don't try. You've got a long life ahead of you hun, don't give up because things get hard. Make your way through it and come out a better person for the experience.

[irroc29]

awe nemisis :(

I really, really hope things get better for you.
To be honest though, if things are really that bad for you--maybe you need something like Fiesta to keep your mind off the real world sometimes. I know where to go when I need some relaxation (except when there's lag) and that's hanging out with people I don't know just talking about really pointless things.. Don't let Fiesta take your life though, you should know when to stop to do homework.
And maybe you should consider an actual job? I'm sure if you just worked like 15 hours a week you'd be able to balance school and things. =)
From the bottoms there's only place to be and that's up. ^^

[kalone]

1. Make the most of what you have.

2. Don't let anybody tell you what you can and can't do.

3. It's better knowing that you tried than not trying at all.

[DF001]

Matt....D:

[kinsin]

should get a job as a suicide hotline helper

[vonartrix]

this is what education is for; to rescue you from ****ed up lifestyles. Study hard, I'm behind you all the way!!!

[kinsin]

wanna hear hard? go live in darfur

[RanmaruX]

Wow, just wow. :O

That's like completely the opposite image I got from you. >_<

[DF001]

kinsin :D stfu.

[kinsin]

jobs are important :D

[DF001]

jobs are important :D

ok you are hired

[kinsin]

:[ poor college waiter at chilis.... applying for pf changs :D hahaha

[mikejodeb123]

Life has been pretty ****ty to me , and is getting worse now.. I honestly am fed up with my life, I've been hoping and praying that it would get better for years. That we would get enough money for a months worth of food. For all those who say i had SC, That was a friend that bought it for me..Im basically announcing my leave from forums.. I will no longer be here.

As for life I don't know how much longer i want to live this life. I know i have one year left until i'm 18 and i can do whatever, but will it really be better? Will i actually get a scholarship to a nice college/medschool to pursue my dream? Doubtful. My life has been **** for years. And got worse when my dad got hurt at work and only makes 1100 a month off of Social Security. Barely enough for bills let alone food. For all of those who thought i was happy, That is what i want you to believe, when inside im hurting.. Yeah i know some of you will say sob sob sob. But shut the **** up until you go outside in temperatures below zero for 2 months and have to search for food. Then you might know how ****ed up my life is. /rant


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZIummTz9mM


MATT! -whacks-

>.>
<3

[Nenova]

*hugs tightly*

You know you can always poke me on msn :)

And having a 'safe' place to escape the real life problems great and give you some needed peace of mind. Now Fiesta might not be that place for you but maybe you can somewhere find your own safe place. Everyone needs their escapism sometimes...

[sirviney]

Yeah that's total Bull, you play in an online fantasy world, you're over 16 I assume, you're in that situation as you stated and you don't have a JOB?

[dark.unit]

........................i don't know what to say...i don't know u either...just hope ur dad gets well...i think every thing will be alright.

[kalone]

Yeah that's total Bull, you play in an online fantasy world, you're over 16 I assume, you're in that situation as you stated and you don't have a JOB?

Sometimes it's hard to get a job when you live in pov areas.

[eventsrscaringme]

=/ Sorry.

BTW this is Mark (1markkram2/123markkram456).

[Kisara_x3]

Vivir take care D;.. seek help if you really need it. Please be careful and take care >.< I'll miss you a lot.

[Linabella]

..some of you are completely insensitive >.> .. but yeah this is sad to hear indeed..although once i disliked you for killing me and my friend in the abyss ohh soo long ago :rolleyes: ..you apologized a while later and i admire you for that ^^ cuz most people would have not.

(on topic) it was truly heart breaking reading what you wrote :/ .. i have it tough irl to but not that bad and i cant say i know what your going through at all but the people who said talking to others really helps they are 100% correct..idk where i would be right now if it wasn't for my friends helping me through those hard times in my life.. but yeah i know we dont know each other to well or anything but if you want PM me your msn and we can get to know each other ^^ ..its always good to have more friend :)

[n3misis]

Yeah that's total Bull, you play in an online fantasy world, you're over 16 I assume, you're in that situation as you stated and you don't have a JOB?

Believe it or not i'd have to wait 2 years just to get a job at mcdonalds much less anywhere else.

Thanks everyone , but i've tried all the above, and frankly i don't have my friend Kat to lean on much anymore. She was the best friend anyone could ever want. Zues hit me up on Msn got a present for you.

[mikejodeb123]

Believe it or not i'd have to wait 2 years just to get a job at mcdonalds much less anywhere else.

Thanks everyone , but i've tried all the above, and frankly i don't have my friend Kat to lean on much anymore. She was the best friend anyone could ever want. Zues hit me up on Msn got a present for you.


Nub matt.
=/
<3

[MMORPGNERD]

back in middle school we called people like this attention wh00res. if u have a problem u deal with it u dont rant to a few hundred people. kaithnxbai

[sirviney]

Believe it or not i'd have to wait 2 years just to get a job at mcdonalds much less anywhere else.

Thanks everyone , but i've tried all the above, and frankly i don't have my friend Kat to lean on much anymore. She was the best friend anyone could ever want. Zues hit me up on Msn got a present for you.

Don't post here again.

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