rianna143
03-15-2009, 04:32 AM
It's been a few months since I've met arcane. Knew him longer that I have with my latest ex. I don't think I'll ever get my emotions over him but... I bet he has a gf already.
It was then in Forest of Mist. I sent arc a whisper.
"Hey, how ya been?"
I often started hi's like that. I didn't know he was also in FoM. I partied him and he was right at my favorite spot where I used to be with my ex. It was also where I chose between Daioh and Twizted. But then again, nothing good resulted from it. I only got a beating of the heart.
After a few seconds, I got a reply from arc.
"Hey..."
He sounded so sad. I went to him and as I saw him, teary eyes stared at me. I did my best to stare back for some time but my eyes couldn't stand it. His emotions were so deep I couldn't read them. "Why are you crying again?" I asked. I ran to hug him. It was gonna be his birthday in 2 days. He's been acting like this for the past 2 days as well. "My ex is so mad at me..." I came into thinking that this was really a no-good person picking on him. But I understood a little since exes acted that way. Especially me when I made Daioh feel the pain he inflicted on me for 10 months. I felt so sorry for him since he was a good guy.
"I'm sorry... I wish I could do more to help you..."
That's when I cried with him... I couldn't resist it, seeing him so miserable has never affected me this way before. He looked at me, kinda surprised why I was crying. "I don't even know if I can make it before my birthday..." He whispered, sobbing. My eyes widened. My feet froze. "Don't tell me..." My heartbeat was speeding up and I held onto him tighter. Arcane was silent. "Don't do it arc or else I will cut myself. I'm warning you!" I threatend him. He said in reply, "I can't promise you anything..."
More of the silence came.
"Arcane..."
As soon as I broke the speechless minute, he cried. Taking all of the pain out, I just held him. "Sssh... Don't worry, I'm here. There are a lot more girls out there. You'll see, someday she'll be here. It just takes time." He sobbed. "I've waited for so long... It's been such a while now..." A frown curved on my lips and more tears streamed down my cheeks from my blood red eyes. All I could do was comfort him. I knew I couldn't do much since... I couldn't show him my love that much.
I started to sing...
"Come stop your crying... It will be all right...
Just take my hand... Hold it tight..."
My voice was shivering. He continued to cry.
"I will protect you from all around you...
I will be here, don't you cry..."
Arc's eyes were shut with tears. Mine were opened and looking at the moon while singing my feelings out.
"'Cause you'll be in my heart...
Yes, you'll be in my heart...
From this day on, now and...
Forever more..."
I couldn't go on... I just burried my face in his hair and cried with him. "Don't do it... I'm begging you, don't..." Stroking his hair reminded me of my past. Of how much I loved someone and how much they've hurt me throughout my sacrifices. I started to think maybe I only existed to love and not to be loved. Why, I had to cut myself several times to take the pain away for a while and sleep with my tears drying out. Arcane and I both needed one thing: love. But will he ever feel the same way I feel for him?
I waited for a few minutes for him to settle. That's when I'll only settle as well. Slowly, he stopped and looked at me. "Well?" I asked as my left eyebrow raised. Arc sighed and rested in my arms. We were under a tree with the cold breeze of the night making us hold each other closer. "I feel okay now... I think." A sigh escaped my mouth as i leaned my head on the tree. He rested his on my shoulder. I could feel the warm breath on my neck. "I'm always here for you arc. Remember that." I whispered with eyes closed. I didn't know he smiled. But he did thank me.
"Hey, Ria..."
My eyes opened and I locked my eyes to his. "Yeah?"
Without wasting a second...
He clashed his lips on mine...
"A-Arc... What's..." I thought. My heart was pounding a mile a minute. He pulled away and seeing me in shock, he chuckled. "I love you."
(~Will Do Next Part Soon~)
It was then in Forest of Mist. I sent arc a whisper.
"Hey, how ya been?"
I often started hi's like that. I didn't know he was also in FoM. I partied him and he was right at my favorite spot where I used to be with my ex. It was also where I chose between Daioh and Twizted. But then again, nothing good resulted from it. I only got a beating of the heart.
After a few seconds, I got a reply from arc.
"Hey..."
He sounded so sad. I went to him and as I saw him, teary eyes stared at me. I did my best to stare back for some time but my eyes couldn't stand it. His emotions were so deep I couldn't read them. "Why are you crying again?" I asked. I ran to hug him. It was gonna be his birthday in 2 days. He's been acting like this for the past 2 days as well. "My ex is so mad at me..." I came into thinking that this was really a no-good person picking on him. But I understood a little since exes acted that way. Especially me when I made Daioh feel the pain he inflicted on me for 10 months. I felt so sorry for him since he was a good guy.
"I'm sorry... I wish I could do more to help you..."
That's when I cried with him... I couldn't resist it, seeing him so miserable has never affected me this way before. He looked at me, kinda surprised why I was crying. "I don't even know if I can make it before my birthday..." He whispered, sobbing. My eyes widened. My feet froze. "Don't tell me..." My heartbeat was speeding up and I held onto him tighter. Arcane was silent. "Don't do it arc or else I will cut myself. I'm warning you!" I threatend him. He said in reply, "I can't promise you anything..."
More of the silence came.
"Arcane..."
As soon as I broke the speechless minute, he cried. Taking all of the pain out, I just held him. "Sssh... Don't worry, I'm here. There are a lot more girls out there. You'll see, someday she'll be here. It just takes time." He sobbed. "I've waited for so long... It's been such a while now..." A frown curved on my lips and more tears streamed down my cheeks from my blood red eyes. All I could do was comfort him. I knew I couldn't do much since... I couldn't show him my love that much.
I started to sing...
"Come stop your crying... It will be all right...
Just take my hand... Hold it tight..."
My voice was shivering. He continued to cry.
"I will protect you from all around you...
I will be here, don't you cry..."
Arc's eyes were shut with tears. Mine were opened and looking at the moon while singing my feelings out.
"'Cause you'll be in my heart...
Yes, you'll be in my heart...
From this day on, now and...
Forever more..."
I couldn't go on... I just burried my face in his hair and cried with him. "Don't do it... I'm begging you, don't..." Stroking his hair reminded me of my past. Of how much I loved someone and how much they've hurt me throughout my sacrifices. I started to think maybe I only existed to love and not to be loved. Why, I had to cut myself several times to take the pain away for a while and sleep with my tears drying out. Arcane and I both needed one thing: love. But will he ever feel the same way I feel for him?
I waited for a few minutes for him to settle. That's when I'll only settle as well. Slowly, he stopped and looked at me. "Well?" I asked as my left eyebrow raised. Arc sighed and rested in my arms. We were under a tree with the cold breeze of the night making us hold each other closer. "I feel okay now... I think." A sigh escaped my mouth as i leaned my head on the tree. He rested his on my shoulder. I could feel the warm breath on my neck. "I'm always here for you arc. Remember that." I whispered with eyes closed. I didn't know he smiled. But he did thank me.
"Hey, Ria..."
My eyes opened and I locked my eyes to his. "Yeah?"
Without wasting a second...
He clashed his lips on mine...
"A-Arc... What's..." I thought. My heart was pounding a mile a minute. He pulled away and seeing me in shock, he chuckled. "I love you."
(~Will Do Next Part Soon~)