Fonnary
09-19-2009, 12:00 AM
Notice : You guys don’t necessary have to read this, if you are not Ithilien.
Hi guys. I’m iToy. This thread was just to apologize to Ithilien Guild. For warring them, when I get bored. I’m human, what do u expect, people make mistake sometime. Sometime some people don’t think about anything and just do it. You guys can call me idiot, kid, or anything you guys want to name me as. I wasn’t expected to happen like this. I expected to be fun, since I though you guys were my friends but it turn out, depressing and losing friend ship.
Being a Co-master, and being a cap, I do as well wanted to have fun. The reason I don’t war any other guild, because, I don’t like drama. And I don’t want to make any trouble with them. That’s why I war Ithilien Guild, which is partly my own guild. We been spending time together in game/vent, I though we are really friends, and though u guys wouldn’t care, even though I war u guys while u were in war with Toxic Guild.
I’m really sorry for 50% charming and potting just to have fun with you guys. I really didn’t know charm and spark cash pots are not part of the game. Yes, there may be spawn killing, and I though, that was part of the war. And I’m really sorry for being a cap mage and fight unfairly with you guys.
Also you guys said, I didn’t help you guys in any way, and other stuff. Sorry about that too, as I remember, I did help you guys. And this is not my defense statement by the way. I help you guys in war, I borrowed my gears, I log in noob when you guys were girding and need extra experience. And as far as I notice, those help were not enough for you guys. I feel really bad being Co-master of the guild. I’m not ready yet to be one.
Like I said before, I am human, I can’t be perfect and I can’t read mind on what you guys needed. On my side, I did what I can, even though they might or might not be helpful to you guys. Also in vent, how many of you guys actually come and talk to me. The time when you guys talk to me was when you guys needed help, about borrowing gears, making admin back, power leveling, etc. I did what I can over all. And lately I really doesn’t help you guys, because I notice that, you guys don’t really think me a friend. This war prove it. This is how I felt. But really, I’m really sorry and deeply apologize about what happen.
Because of me, Toxic Guild made jokes/fun on you all. I should be really shameful to be an admin of the guild/co-master. It might be because of me, people hateing Ithilien because of pking in the abyss, and all guild trouble that bothering you guys. Just put everything my fault, and I apologize for those and I think I deserved to get blame. And I’m really sorry for those stuff too.
On the side note, please don’t hate Shio and Lexi. They are really sweet people. They doesn’t involve in this stuff. It was all my fault, I deeply apologize to Ithilien Guild. I don’t expected to be forgiven. And please, don’t forgive me, but I would like Ithilien to forgive Shio and Lexi.
I’m human, some people will hate me, some people will like me, some people think I have no life, some people think I’m cool, etc. Is just people opinion. I don’t have power to make them feel nor I can’t granted every wishes of people needed and want. But it will be really grateful if you guys, don’t flame this thread. I know I can’t make/stop you guys to do what you want, but it will be really make me feel happy and letting me apologize Ithilien for what I had done. Thanks you very much.
I’m no longer an Ithilien, and I don’t deserved to be one. Thank you very much for the fun, and everything. I still think you guys were nice people, care about friends and other. I will be always respecting and having these happy memory till the end. For now, I’m gone.
I may not be perfect in grammar. I’m still learning, it will be greatly appreciated if you guys don’t judge me on those stuff.
Sincerely iToy~ ^__^ have fun
Hi guys. I’m iToy. This thread was just to apologize to Ithilien Guild. For warring them, when I get bored. I’m human, what do u expect, people make mistake sometime. Sometime some people don’t think about anything and just do it. You guys can call me idiot, kid, or anything you guys want to name me as. I wasn’t expected to happen like this. I expected to be fun, since I though you guys were my friends but it turn out, depressing and losing friend ship.
Being a Co-master, and being a cap, I do as well wanted to have fun. The reason I don’t war any other guild, because, I don’t like drama. And I don’t want to make any trouble with them. That’s why I war Ithilien Guild, which is partly my own guild. We been spending time together in game/vent, I though we are really friends, and though u guys wouldn’t care, even though I war u guys while u were in war with Toxic Guild.
I’m really sorry for 50% charming and potting just to have fun with you guys. I really didn’t know charm and spark cash pots are not part of the game. Yes, there may be spawn killing, and I though, that was part of the war. And I’m really sorry for being a cap mage and fight unfairly with you guys.
Also you guys said, I didn’t help you guys in any way, and other stuff. Sorry about that too, as I remember, I did help you guys. And this is not my defense statement by the way. I help you guys in war, I borrowed my gears, I log in noob when you guys were girding and need extra experience. And as far as I notice, those help were not enough for you guys. I feel really bad being Co-master of the guild. I’m not ready yet to be one.
Like I said before, I am human, I can’t be perfect and I can’t read mind on what you guys needed. On my side, I did what I can, even though they might or might not be helpful to you guys. Also in vent, how many of you guys actually come and talk to me. The time when you guys talk to me was when you guys needed help, about borrowing gears, making admin back, power leveling, etc. I did what I can over all. And lately I really doesn’t help you guys, because I notice that, you guys don’t really think me a friend. This war prove it. This is how I felt. But really, I’m really sorry and deeply apologize about what happen.
Because of me, Toxic Guild made jokes/fun on you all. I should be really shameful to be an admin of the guild/co-master. It might be because of me, people hateing Ithilien because of pking in the abyss, and all guild trouble that bothering you guys. Just put everything my fault, and I apologize for those and I think I deserved to get blame. And I’m really sorry for those stuff too.
On the side note, please don’t hate Shio and Lexi. They are really sweet people. They doesn’t involve in this stuff. It was all my fault, I deeply apologize to Ithilien Guild. I don’t expected to be forgiven. And please, don’t forgive me, but I would like Ithilien to forgive Shio and Lexi.
I’m human, some people will hate me, some people will like me, some people think I have no life, some people think I’m cool, etc. Is just people opinion. I don’t have power to make them feel nor I can’t granted every wishes of people needed and want. But it will be really grateful if you guys, don’t flame this thread. I know I can’t make/stop you guys to do what you want, but it will be really make me feel happy and letting me apologize Ithilien for what I had done. Thanks you very much.
I’m no longer an Ithilien, and I don’t deserved to be one. Thank you very much for the fun, and everything. I still think you guys were nice people, care about friends and other. I will be always respecting and having these happy memory till the end. For now, I’m gone.
I may not be perfect in grammar. I’m still learning, it will be greatly appreciated if you guys don’t judge me on those stuff.
Sincerely iToy~ ^__^ have fun