A day of remembrance... or lost memory..?

[Xenomorphcrux]

My dear Forum readers and beloved citizen of Apoline...

As of today, June the 11 2008, 3:43am GMT+1....

I would regretably write that i am retiring from the lovely world of isya... and the wonderful lady Apoline... This is not a semi quit or anything of the sort... I have to no more reason to play... My sole and main purpose of playing has been taken away from me just like my heart being taken out and being stomped upon...

Its sad.... When i look back at 8 months of playing this game... Meeting the wonderful people and making friends... "of course some rotten apples do come around", helping out people to brighten up their day... Or just generally chat and having fun... I would really missed that... I could say that a part of me will be taken away as i quitted this game... *sniFF*

But what makes me more sad, is that i couldn't achieve all the missions is set myself up too... Trying to make Apoline a better place, generally trying to make the quality of players better, making the community a better, more caring and friendly community... Some i've seen and made a few improvements... and but most, i cant achieve them by myself...

Before i left, i did manage to meet some of the people that i know and met... and reward them for their diligence, care, friendliness and thoughts... To most in roumen and eldie, i did gave random rewards in the form of money... since i had like 20g to spend... now im left with 5g in my account for the the purpose of my love to use it... Most of the equips, materials, items i gave away to random people or friends... may they serve u better than they served me...

All in all, i left not because of Fiesta nor Apoline... I think Fiesta is a great game and the people in Apoline are the nicest, caring, friendliest and warmest people in all of the servers... I shall miss them the most... And of course i shall miss my guildies from Love_Hurts... You all are like a family to me.... To most i may call u brothers.... and to some i would call u sisters... U hold a dear place in my heart...


In short. i leave u with a little something :


What use is a flower when the sun has gone,
The air that i breathe is but nothing in my lungs,
What use is honey when u can't taste the sweetness,
Cause in your heart is bitter with a shroud of loneliness.

What use is the night when all u see is darkness,
The star that shines your way is clouded by emptiness,
What use is the day when cold shivers down your spine,
No one to hug you, to love you and in return u can't called "it's mine".

[SakuraofNature]

Ew another one of this... boooring

[Gamerchik93]

Ew another one of this... boooring


kinda rude dont you think? :/

(on topic) .. awwy ..that was very well written i give you that ^^ .. and its sad to see another one from apoline leave :/ .. i wish you best in all you do in the future and present ^^ .. maybe someday you'll come back to the fiesta world :) but for now .. good bye and good luck :D

[lenore_lurks]

LOL sakura. Such heartfelt compassion XD

Ahh... well anyways... I guess I'll say good luck to you for the future and I hope that everything works out and you can put your efforts into something physical and global in order to help others. Playing a game is nice and all, but it's not actually changing the world *not including the token earth day event* so if you are so passionate to assist those in need, then try and do that 'out there' and not in here. :) bai bai!

[SakuraofNature]

Im sorry if i sounded rude but i think is not necesary to have more and more and more of the "I Quit" threads around here. I think is better to say good bye to ur friends in-game not wreck the forums with the abundance of this threads. It was all well written and everything but is still boring.

but ok ok... i'lll b nice

Good luck in ur future endevours. That better?

[Alodia]

And Apoline loses another.
<///3

I`m gonna say something.
I don`t see what`s so wrong about making a thread here in forums informing everyone that you`re quitting. Friend list does only allow only fifty person at a time, and what are the chances that all of them are going to be online at the same time? I dunno about you guys, but the largest number of friends I`ve had online on my friendlist as the same time I can probably count on two hands. Like I said before, you might have friends who couldn`t make it on your friendlist... If you were quitting, would`t you rather tell them yourself rather than have them log on one day and wonder where you are, just to have some random friend of yours tell them that you quit?

I suppose making a thread like this can come off as attention *****`ish, but it doesn`t mean you have to make rude comments about it.

[Gamerchik93]

And Apoline loses another.
<///3

I`m gonna say something.
I don`t see what`s so wrong about making a thread here in forums informing everyone that you`re quitting. Friend list does only allow only fifty person at a time, and what are the chances that all of them are going to be online at the same time? I dunno about you guys, but the largest number of friends I`ve had online on my friendlist as the same time I can probably count on two hands. Like I said before, you might have friends who couldn`t make it on your friendlist... If you were quitting, would`t you rather tell them yourself rather than have them log on one day and wonder where you are, just to have some random friend of yours tell them that you quit?

I suppose making a thread like this can come off as attention *****`ish, but it doesn`t mean you have to make rude comments about it.



=o ..well said well said ^^ ... exactly correct .. i have 2 main chars. and both friends lists are filled with people X_x .... so if i were to ever quit fiesta then this is where i'd write it so they all will know..but lets not taint his good bye thread with flames or anything of the sort...

and again ... good bye and good luck with whatever you choose to do :D

[Angelxx]

Suxxor....

You know I treat you as a dear friend. But I have to be honest and say this.

What is the point of this thread? Seriously. Why tell people how much Fiesta means to you and how much your friends and guildies mean to you when you have given up the fight and making the choice to leave them?

If you find the game so bad that you can no longer play the game, I think it is time to reflect upon the truth of why. Yes there are alot of terrible players but I do not think that it can be so bad you are willing to abandon your so-called family because of it. Otherwise, your family can't truly be that important to you like you claim.

Anyways, I wish you all the best and that you will be able to find a game that suits you better.

Angel <3

[UzumakiW]

I'm very sorry to hear this, though, I will respect your decision. I haven't got to personally meet you, but, I did make it to the last part of your wedding, and I've seen you around a few times. I know of your work and your mission, though, and I am sorry to hear that you feel you have not fully acomplished them. Even if you didn't, it was a very great thing to try to do to make our respectable server Apoline a better place. Personally, I've viewed Apoline growing into a stronger community. Of coarse there will always be the bad apples in the game, but it seems to have gotten better. So, I thank you for this. I have a lot of respect for you because of this. I wish you the best of luck in anything you decide to do outside of the game. Hope to see you drop by for a visit, at least in the forums in the future, if you can. So, good bye and take care.

[Takimi]

Hey there Cruxie. I feel really bad I couldn't be there for you... being grounded and all that from the internet...

PM me okay? I wanna talk... And I'm sorry your leaving...

[SakuraofNature]

OMG u girls are like againts me now for telling what i think. Count the "I quit" threads and u'll also get tired... in fact u'll get annoyed. Other thing.. u think a lot of people check the forums... NO! not many check forums so technically u will b saying goodbye to the same amount of people here than in game, and saying bye to people u dont even know. So i sill dont see the point. Call me rude if u wish.

[Takimi]

I didn't say nuthin'... I like you, if that's a consolation...

[SakuraofNature]

Not u taki but eirlwyn of whatever and the other. I just think this kind of threads are boring and there are so many is annnoying. And for that i have been called rude LOL funny thing huh?

[Xenomorphcrux]

Suxxor....

You know I treat you as a dear friend. But I have to be honest and say this.

What is the point of this thread? Seriously. Why tell people how much Fiesta means to you and how much your friends and guildies mean to you when you have given up the fight and making the choice to leave them?
Angel <3

As i said, it has nothing to do with the game, gameplay nor the community.... My heart is broken that i couldn't play the game anymore without the pain of losing someone special being there... "it's summer but winter came early for me"



If you find the game so bad that you can no longer play the game, I think it is time to reflect upon the truth of why. Yes there are alot of terrible players but I do not think that it can be so bad you are willing to abandon your so-called family because of it. Otherwise, your family can't truly be that important to you like you claim.
Angel <3

they are... and i must say its not coz of the game... nor the gameplay... nor the people... Its just me.... and my significant other... I choose to leave to give space... i choose to leave coz it's my decision... I choose to leave cause it is best... It may be selfish of me... Yes... but i think it's the best decision...

[Xenomorphcrux]

Well, i see the bad apples are still around... Learn to care milady, i know it might be boring... i know it might be frustrating... I apologise for it... But it's the only way for me to say good bye.... I cant walk up to the 200 people in my friendlist and say good bye to them each and everyone now can i...?

And from the way u are talking, i sense that u are frustrated... im sorrie... but then again... the choice is yours to not read the thread... nor reply... but why do you..? U want your opinions to be heard..? of course you do.... But sometimes most opinions are meant best to be left unheard...

[The-Witcher]

heya crux its vampirewolflord Im srri to hear ur leaving ur a good friend and a real good person I hope u well in ur future u was one of many good players on fiesta that I accually liked as a m8 hope u come back to fiesta in the future

[Soulfrit]

Suxxor....

You know I treat you as a dear friend. But I have to be honest and say this.

What is the point of this thread? Seriously. Why tell people how much Fiesta means to you and how much your friends and guildies mean to you when you have given up the fight and making the choice to leave them?

If you find the game so bad that you can no longer play the game, I think it is time to reflect upon the truth of why. Yes there are alot of terrible players but I do not think that it can be so bad you are willing to abandon your so-called family because of it. Otherwise, your family can't truly be that important to you like you claim.

Anyways, I wish you all the best and that you will be able to find a game that suits you better.

Angel <3


Nubface
Couldn't have said it any better!

[lostangelrequiem]

sakuraofNature, that was amazingly sensitive of you. Obviously something bad has happened to Crux, and you're there criticising him? How very kind of you. /sarcasm
But seriously. Don't like these threads? Don't look at them. It's that simple. Don't come in here and bring your bad attitude to what's already quite a sad thread. GAH ><
That applies to ALL of you. I hate being the one to get on my high horse here, but don't make comments like that on these sort of threads, because it's rude and insensitive.

But to get back on topic ...
Crux, sweetie, I'm gonna miss you. Duoing with you was so fun, and I'm really gonna miss seeing you around and randomly being poked. You know if you wanna talk, I'm always here <3 Good luck in whatever you do, and I promise to try and make Apoline a better place in your stead :3

[Angelxx]

As i said, it has nothing to do with the game, gameplay nor the community.... My heart is broken that i couldn't play the game anymore without the pain of losing someone special being there... "it's summer but winter came early for me"



they are... and i must say its not coz of the game... nor the gameplay... nor the people... Its just me.... and my significant other... I choose to leave to give space... i choose to leave coz it's my decision... I choose to leave cause it is best... It may be selfish of me... Yes... but i think it's the best decision...

You know where to get me if you need a friend.

<3 Angel


Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.


An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by reception.

[ylang-ylang]

As i said, it has nothing to do with the game, gameplay nor the community.... My heart is broken that i couldn't play the game anymore without the pain of losing someone special being there... "it's summer but winter came early for me"



they are... and i must say its not coz of the game... nor the gameplay... nor the people... Its just me.... and my significant other... I choose to leave to give space... i choose to leave coz it's my decision... I choose to leave cause it is best... It may be selfish of me... Yes... but i think it's the best decision...

My heart cries on this, its reminds me of my very first love and special friend. "I try to keep holding on him, but it hurts me more for doing it"

I know how u feel Cruz: it hurts to leave and let go of that special someone, but life's a bit harsh and unfair. and also, We got the same Quotation!!!!!!
"When u love someone set it free" blah blah!!!:D

[SakuraofNature]

Yes im insentive. YES im a bad apple. YES i dont care!

[Jhanniss]

*strums a famous Clash song on a guitar while reading*

[MissusDolly]

Yes im insentive. YES im a bad apple. YES i dont care!
Then don't post if you do care. Enough said! Plus most people have in-game friends and forum friends. What about all the people he's made friends with that are in different servers? o.O

Anyways, I may not have known you well, but as always it is sad to see another great one gone. It is great that you are leaving on better terms then most are. :3 As in any game people move on and we all must respect your best wishes. Make sure to come back sometime in the future and drop a hello. ^0^ Some of us oldbies might still be around. ;D

Much luck to you wherever you travel. ^^
-Dolly

[Moon-Princess]

D: crux i am going to miss joo T-T i'm sry for whatever happened but i hope that you will return to us in the future...who knows i might still be here...i'm such an oldie >.O
<3 joo crux ^^ u made me laugh when i was on my fighter so i wish best of luck irl <3

[UzumakiW]

I think we should kind of step away from the arguing and just leave this thread for goodbyes to Xenomorphcrux. >.<

[ola_swirl]

*waves hand*
u__u

[Takimi]

Cruxie... talk to me... come on... you know you want to.... pwease? *puppy eyes*

[Xenomorphcrux]

I came, i poked, i danced, i hug.... I kill the wretched ones and gotten killed mostly by the eBiL ones too... and what do i get at the end of the day...? The sense of knowing that there are people in the world that cares... there are people in the world that try to make the world a better place... there are people in the world that to me are angels in disguise...

Be it just a game in fiesta... But your actions and thoughts reflects on yourself like an image in a mirror... it never lies... *unless its the funny mirrors u always see in funfairs or something like that* So think about it, at the end of the day... when u come back to the mirror to see what image have u become... despite what u wanted the image to be... Ponder it...

Actions does speak louder than words, but words cuts deeper and its wound heals slower...

[Takimi]

T_T

Ishies VERY sad nows...

[Angelxx]

Yes im insentive. YES im a bad apple. YES i dont care!

Yes we know. YES we know. YES we know.

Now isn't there anywhere else you can seek attention? :rolleyes:

[Khayman71]

Sorry to see you are leaving. I wish you all the best, and that things get better for you. Crux will stay on my list, just in case you come back. Take care :)

[Xenomorphcrux]

Awh okie nausicca... u're sweet.. u can still catch me with msn...